I just received the worst news ever. My moms cancer has spread and they are going to have to remove her breast. I can't stop crying. She promised God would look over her and he didn't. He's screwed her over twice. WHY!
WHY MY MOM?! SHE'S THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN IN THE WORLD!!!!
After her first surgery they said her lymph nodes were clear....now they are covered in cancer. It's spreading and that scares the shit out of me.
All I want to do right now is scream. I don't want to lose my mom. I don't know what I would do with myself if I did.
It's so hard to type this with tears in my eyes. I can barely breathe. My head hurts.